Reposting: Starting Over Once Again

I am one of those people who seem to have a hard time keeping up with all the ways we connect to people : most of which we don’t even know. I have days, weeks and months when I just don’t get on here much at all. Here being the computer…..Then there are the days, weeks and months I am never far away. I can’t seem to find the right balance. Most of the time , I am quiet. Needing space yet needing to connect….Reaching out yet afraid at the same time. I could go on and on …
Is Any one Out there????????????????????????????????????????????

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  1. Yesss! 🙂 It’s a confusing world out here. So sorry to hear about the loss of your only son, Sarah at such a young age. I can’t imagine, but probably one of the hardest thing to survive your own child. My thoughts are with you.

    1. Ann, Thank you.
      I spent a lot of time working with the Compassionate Friends, other angel moms and dads. I would share stories of Bobby with them, but never with anyone else.
      I just feel as if it is time I write about him…About us….

  2. Taught high school history 33 years in Miami Dade. After 60 years in Miami moved here to Greensboro NC in mid January. Thanks visit my blog.

    1. Carl, I taught grade school for 17 years and then ran a preschool/daycare/afterschool in my home for almost 8 years. My son Bobby was a big part of that.
      Wow, 33 years teaching. That’s about the same as my dad. I can’t Imagine living in Florida for 60 years. LOL.
      How are you settling in in Greensboro…I bet you got a mite “CHILLY” there this winter. Have a good weekend.

  3. .As I stubble through my Facebook accounts , pages and groups, the 2 blogs I have started (this being one of them) and all of the other social media platforms I seem to have connected to I find myself LOST in a world I can’t keep up with.
    My name is an issue. Am I Debbie Or Sarah or Sarah Sue? My names are a story ALL their own.
    I started with one email account: in the mid 90’s. (Ralphie Jr. was a pet rabbit from when I still lived on the farm) It was all I needed. Then when Danny and I got together and were emailing each other, I wanted one HE could remember. So I started one at Juno.
    Somehow, I have 6 of them. 2 are state emails.
    I never remember what email and password I used for which site/blog.
    Have I confused you yet?
    10 years ago. I was Debbie Sue Kasch. Single Mom. Teacher. Daughter. Living in Colorado and loving it.
    9 years ago. I married and moved to Florida AFTER my only child died. Bobby was 25. Almost 26.
    Am I still a mom? In my Heart :YES!!!!
    Am I still a teacher? Yes.
    Do I work? Yes. Hard. What do I do? I volunteer at the same state park where Danny works as a ranger.
    Danny has always called me by my nickname from high school so in Florida I am Sarah.
    So many changes.
    Still grieving. Both Bobby and my mom who recently went to Heaven.
    Now I am questioning so many things. I feel displace. LOST.
    I am reaching out.

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