Reposting: Starting Over Once Again

I am one of those people who seem to have a hard time keeping up with all the ways we connect to people : most of which we don’t even know. I have days, weeks and months when I just don’t get on here much at all. Here being the computer…..Then there are the days, weeks and months I am never far away. I can’t seem to find the right balance. Most of the time , I am quiet. Needing space yet needing to connect….Reaching out yet afraid at the same time. I could go on and on …
Is Any one Out there????????????????????????????????????????????

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  1. Yesss! 🙂 It’s a confusing world out here. So sorry to hear about the loss of your only son, Sarah at such a young age. I can’t imagine, but probably one of the hardest thing to survive your own child. My thoughts are with you.

    1. Ann, Thank you.
      I spent a lot of time working with the Compassionate Friends, other angel moms and dads. I would share stories of Bobby with them, but never with anyone else.
      I just feel as if it is time I write about him…About us….
      🙂

  2. Taught high school history 33 years in Miami Dade. After 60 years in Miami moved here to Greensboro NC in mid January. Thanks visit my blog.

    1. Carl, I taught grade school for 17 years and then ran a preschool/daycare/afterschool in my home for almost 8 years. My son Bobby was a big part of that.
      Wow, 33 years teaching. That’s about the same as my dad. I can’t Imagine living in Florida for 60 years. LOL.
      How are you settling in in Greensboro…I bet you got a mite “CHILLY” there this winter. Have a good weekend.
      Sarah

  3. .As I stubble through my Facebook accounts , pages and groups, the 2 blogs I have started (this being one of them) and all of the other social media platforms I seem to have connected to I find myself LOST in a world I can’t keep up with.
    My name is an issue. Am I Debbie Or Sarah or Sarah Sue? My names are a story ALL their own.
    I started with one email account: ralphiejr1@yahoo.com in the mid 90’s. (Ralphie Jr. was a pet rabbit from when I still lived on the farm) It was all I needed. Then when Danny and I got together and were emailing each other, I wanted one HE could remember. So I started one at Juno.
    Somehow, I have 6 of them. 2 are state emails.
    I never remember what email and password I used for which site/blog.
    Have I confused you yet?
    10 years ago. I was Debbie Sue Kasch. Single Mom. Teacher. Daughter. Living in Colorado and loving it.
    9 years ago. I married and moved to Florida AFTER my only child died. Bobby was 25. Almost 26.
    Am I still a mom? In my Heart :YES!!!!
    Am I still a teacher? Yes.
    Do I work? Yes. Hard. What do I do? I volunteer at the same state park where Danny works as a ranger.
    Danny has always called me by my nickname from high school so in Florida I am Sarah.
    So many changes.
    Still grieving. Both Bobby and my mom who recently went to Heaven.
    Now I am questioning so many things. I feel displace. LOST.
    I am reaching out.

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