I don’t usually cry. I try really hard not to cry. Not when I am sick and in pain.
I just had more pain meds so although I hurt, I am doing good there.
I am lonely. I seldom allow myself to cry then.
I just called Danny and of course woke him up. The phone rang but cut off right away. He messaged me and asked if I was ok. I said yes, that I just needed to hear his voice.
A few minutes later, Danny called. He was at the end of our driveway . We talked for about 45 minutes. He said he be here around 9 if that was ok. That would give him time to take care of Mr. Bojangles and Vittles.
Clean out the rabbit cage. (Bless his heart)
I said 9 was fine.
I seldom get lonely during the night time.
Nights are when I feel good. Happier.
I am lonely tonight.
I miss my parents.
I miss Bobby.
Feeling like a child right now. A needy child.
I don’t like feeling needy.
Danny loves me and God knows I love him.
So why am I crying?