I don’t usually post this kind of quote.
Today though, it was the ONLY one that came close to how I feel today and what I was writing in my journal and elsewhere privately.
Why I Write
Today, I was writing, frantically at times, in my journal, how Danny had hurt me last night.
We were having a nice relaxing evening. I was in the kitchen working on Danny’s lunch for today. We’d been talking about the park. What else.
He was suppose to have been off this weekend.
I made a comment about someone owing him a favor. A female staff member.
What he said was an insult to me as his wife and an insult to her as a co-worker.
It was the type of LOCKER ROOM talk most men OUTGROW at some point. Usually in their 20’s.
It should never be said to someone you care about.
Someone you love.
It was not appropriate to say to anyone.
ESPECIALLY NOT TO ME.
It was intentional.
I write today so I don’t say anything I might regret. So I don’t walk out the door.