63 thoughts on “Good Intentions And Why I Didn’t Follow Through From Last January By Sarah

        1. I would love to see the real ones but YOU have to decide what you are ready for.
          I sometimes share too much of my personal life. Trying to keep it away (The blog) from family and friends. I don’t share much with them any more. Sad isn’t it.
          My sister just friended me on THIS account on Facebook…not my personal one. I was actually hesitant to accept her even though I knew everything on that account is OPENED. My personal one is sectioned of for groups and family.
          I wanted to go through and delete a few posts but didn’t.
          I am afraid of being HONEST sometimes. Or NOT HONEST ENOUGH. Afraid of NOT measuring up.
          Life is just scary any more. Love you.

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          1. I’m somewhat similar. I think I’m strong in my heart…but like to live a low profile life. I want to deal with my “stuff” on my own first. Then I can share. At that point I know how to react or not. I will try to post real photos on my second blog. You are such an inspiration to me. Thank you for giving me your honest opinion. ((HUGS))

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  1. I’m right there with you girl! I’ve been attempting to reorganize my “studio” this weekend, and hubby has been SO lonely, I’m dragged away every hour or so, thus not accomplishing much. What kills me is when he is hungry, and expects me to stop what productive task I am doing, so he can continue watching TV/napping/playing a video game. Some days I don’t mind the breaks, but when I’m devoting my work-free weekend to tackle a project at home, allow me to do what I need to do. I hope you and Danny had a fun time in the train room! Have a super week!

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    1. Krista,
      WOW, Our Hubbies sound the same. you mention that yours gets lonely. So does Danny. When he is NOT on the computer and in the Train Room he Wants /NEEDS me THERE. It is crazy.
      While I love the trains…I DO NOT WANT TO SIT IN THAT WHITE WALLED NO VIEW OF OUTSIDE/ ROOM FOR 5, 6 7 HOURS A NIGHT. I DO NOT WANT THE TRAINS DERAILING AT 3 AND 4 AM ONLY TO HAVE DANNY GET UPSET. I WANT QUIET.

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    2. There is NO MIDDLE ROAD/ GROUND with him.
      The sad thing is:
      The train room is seen from a good part of the living room where I am most of the NIGHT. We can still stalk back and forth. I can still RUN there when he calls.
      Yet, he gets lonely if I am not IN the ROOM with him.
      He doesn’t realize that I feel lonely after he shuts himself in his computer room for HOURS.
      As much as I love SPENDING Dad’s Money on the train stuff….I wished he would have UNDERSTOOD my NEED for things for OUR HOME.A better looking bedroom. We have NO BEDFRAME.
      it is NOW the storage room.
      So in gaining “Our Time Together” once again I had to give up more than he will ever understand.
      Here’s to your OWN room. YOUR TIME. ❤

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      1. I hear you girl! With marriage, comes compromise, and generally on the woman’s part! Yeah, he needs my presence too. He waits like a puppy dog all day until I get home from work. It is getting to the point where I NEED to find a way to work from home. He did mention last night that it’s time to buy me a house. If that happens, a lot of previously shut doors will open in terms of “jobs” I can do from home. I pray that we can qualify/find/purchase a home. My home at the beach will have to sit on the back burner until the kids are done with school. 😞. Have a great weekend sugar!

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        1. If you finally get the house you deserve, will you get the “space” you also need? Or will he always be underfoot? Hugs. Danny works all weekend and I am still laid up on the couch. This is a bad flair. Not BAD just bad.
          My body….legs especially HURT. Achy. My fever came back. So very glad I have the smartphone. Then I can do stuff laying down.
          Enjoy some down time.

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          1. I’m sorry you’re laid up! It’s never fun! I think a new house would help things. Especially the house hunting. I’ve already declared that I WILL have a studio all to myself. He knows that things are fixing to happen in my career. I hope you get to feeling better!
            Xoxo

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                  1. No, not yet. But, I’ve been watching some marketing videos, and I have a more strategic game plan in mind. I think that by implementing these new changes, my business will grow quite rapidly. They’re on the cutting board now. Ironing out all the details.

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              1. Just woke up from a 3 hour nap. Could have slept the day away! Ha! Guess I needed it! Put a bunch of stuff in the attic last night. Now I can focus on going through everything downstairs. Wanting to rid us of a bunch of our stuff. Have a little work left to do in the studio. Been jotting down ideas for upcoming videos. Also working on a new product line for my shop. It’s been chilly, but nice here. They’re calling for snow again in a few days. Temp is supposed to start dropping tonight.

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                    1. I would rather hurt from Cold and snow than hot and wet. Oh Krista, I feel good as far as the lupus/flu_like systems but my left side from my hip on down to my ankles Hurts. I was outside doing chores. ..rabbit etc when my leg gave out. I barely made it back to the house.
                      Wrapped the electric blanket totally around me. It was BAD for awhile. Wanting to cry. Now it just hurts. My left ankle is still a constant issue so feeling almost helpless again.
                      I can’t get comfy.
                      Really frustrated. The Super Bowl starts soon. I love the Broncos.
                      Danny has had a terrible day at work…..he’s exhausted.
                      He wanted to know what good things I was making for the Event.
                      Frozen pizza. That is just not right.
                      I love Sports Food.

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                    2. I am SO sorry! I wish I could do something to make you feel better! Yeah, baby girl went to a Super Bowl party tonight. I hope she gets those wings she’s been wanting. I agree, it’s not the same without the feast of goodies!

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                    3. So far, it’s been productive. Glad to be home from work. Figuring out bills, getting caught up on my emails, heading to make burgers for dinner in just a bit. I’ll be having a vegetarian Chik patty. After that, I imagine I’ll work on my business binder for a bit before bed. How has your day been?

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                    4. We FINALLY went to Walmart. We were out of everything. FOOD. We had soup, saltines, wine and soda here. I’m serious. No dish soap, laundry soap ….you get the idea.
                      Mr. Bojangles. …he eats better than we do. LOL. He had plenty left.

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                    5. We also ate out for the first time in months. We were both craving huge salads and French fries. Crazy combination.
                      Leftovers for supper.
                      I did good walking. I HURT But managed. My cold stuff got put up. Everything else is on the counters where it can STAY.

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