I need sunlight. Lot’s of sunlight. I need my windows uncovered. I like to look out side all day. All night.
I finally put my FOOT DOWN. If Danny didn’t get them down…..I was calling for HELP.
( If I could have taken them down I would have ong ago. )
SO DOWN THEY CAME.
Now I just need to wash them. LOL
Baby Girl Is enjoying going from window to window and door to door.
THAT’S NOT THE BEST NEWS THOUGH.
IT WAS 70 DEGREES in the house this AM. It hasn’t been that low since JANUARY!
Last night was the FIRST night it was in the 60’s here. Today is the FIRST day it’s been in the 70’s.
I want to SCREAM AND SHOUT.
NOW IF IT WOULD JUST SNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!
YES, I AM THANKFUL FOR COOLER WEATHER.
I am also excited that I can once again see the deer all around the house. We had 8 deer in the yard and at the bunkhouse yesterday. The 2 babies were running all over the place.
As happy as I am that the weather is cooler I still can’t hide the tears I often have.
I am cleaning or tying to. A little at a time. This house needs a good fall cleaning.
I have let things get out of hand here. Oh, On the surface, it looks good. It just isn’t clean. Not like it should be. Danny never seems to notice but I do.
The house shows my lack of energy. My depression seeps through the cracks here.
I always try to Make This House A Haven for us. For Danny.
It hasn’t been a haven for me all year. I have let my anger and frustration towards our marriage take over.
A haven should be comforting. I have places I go in the house that help make me happy. Yet, there is no place where I really relax.
Candles and Diffusers help. The open windows really help. Yet, I am still TIRED. Bone TIRED. The kind of tired that doesn’t just go away.
But, for now: It’s cooler out and THAT HELPS TREMENDOUSLY.