Friday, October 2nd/ Trying To Be Upbeat

Friday, October 2nd/ Trying To Be Upbeat




The Harvest Moon



I have been angry most of the last day and a half. Trying not to focus on Danny’s intentional “Whatever Danny wants, Danny gets, mindset”. His overlooking that this was supposed to be a vacation for both of us. Except for buying the gas and paying for his wine, Danny hasn’t helped with any of the expenses before or during this trip. I set everything up and did all of the research.
His only concern has been videotaping the trains and being on his computer.
He even started doing LIVES on other people’s channels. These lives are all on late and night and during the early morning hours. Meaning, I haven’t been able to sleep at all during the night.
He will, finally, go to bed, usually around SUNRISE.
He then crashes in the afternoon. Around SUNSET. Watching Sunrises and Sunsets have always been important to us.
I have watched all of them but one sunrise.
The ONLY thing that has really made me happy, this vacation, is sitting outside on the porch. Watching Lake Tulane. Hearing the birds chirp and squawk. Taking hundreds of photos.
Make that thousands of photos.




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