I wrote a very short post yesterday after we got home from Avon Park.
I was in a dark place. It hit hard as soon as I walked inside the house.
I didn’t want to be there. I wanted to be anywhere but home. After Danny unloaded or rather helped me unload the car, he immediately headed to his computer room.
I lost it. Quietly. I never said a word. The blackness just enveloped me. All I could to was head to the couch and try to sleep.
Goodness knows, I needed the sleep. I rested.
I woke up this morning, feeling a lot better. That horrifying darkness was gone. My depression was still really bad.
I still kept it to myself. I wanted to tell or scream.
I was seriously wishing I would have stayed at the cabin by myself. I would have enjoyed it.