Feeling Ragged And Jittery
I am not lonely at home by myself. It’s only when Danny is around that I often feel this way.
I usually thrive when I am by myself.
Today, I am ragged and jittery.
Feeling older. Feeling used. Even though I am home and Danny is at work, I am waiting for the next shoe to drop.
I don’t usually feel like this until shortly before he gets home.
I may need to sleep during the day because he kept me awake all night.
The last 2 days, I can’t sleep and I can’t relax.
He has literally taken everything I have.